METH AND HEROIN

  • METH AND HEROIN
  • I HEAR YOU CALLING, “I am just the FRIEND you looking for”,
  • Just a couple HITS
  • OhOhhOhOhhhOhOhhOhOhhhheOhOhhOhOhhhOhOhhOhOhhhhelOhOhhheOhOhhOhOhhhOhYEAAA, yeah …
  • that should work to numb my pain I’m feeling like a failure, a thief, a loser a lie,
  • It should go away for now,
While hurting the ones around me

compounding problems much more,

I Rationalize, justify and minimize,

And hurt the ones that love me

Make them all cry for fear

they are so scared they going to lose me you are a death sentence to so many

I won’t acknowledge their fears,

the signs, the clues the symptoms

I laugh, I deny and lie,

they are scared to death I will end up

in prison or in a grave

buried so deep beneath the surface

heroin and meth you’ve done your job.

I don’t recognize who I am

there are things that I am doing I

never thought I would ever do

You have turned me into someone

I don’t know anymore

I FEEL DEAD AND BURIED in the GROUND

YOU MAKE ME FEEL SO EMPTY

BUT I ALWAYS COME BACK FOR MORE

MANY LIVES YOU HAVE DESTROYED

YOU HAVE TURNED PRINCESSES INTO WHORES

YOU FILL ME WITH FALSE HOPE, MISERY and LIES

then off to another you’d ride,

LEAVING Me Alone And WANTING TO DIE

I ALWAYS TOOK YOU BACK

I GREETED you like a FRIEND

You TOOK all I had and MORE

ALONE WITH NOTHING ONCE AGAIN…

This time it’s different

our relationship is through…

the last time I put you down

I knew what I had to do,

So I’M putting you on BLAST

CUZ, YOUR NOBODY’S FRIEND …

NO, I’M NOT SORRY TO SAY

YOU WILL NEVER SEE ME AGAIN!

Many people do not understand

you two

why or how individuals become addicted you heroin and meth,

many assume that drug abusers lack moral fabric and principals

And willpower too

They believe that we could could stop using you both

that it’s a lack of integrity and faith

but I’ll say this to them there’s no size shape or color religion that protects you from them

so always keep up your guard

they are never going to be your friend

so this is been my journey …

I’m going to close it now

because it’s been a nightmare and I don’t choose to live it any longer

so I’ll leave it up to you

I hope you make the right choice instead of them living through you!

simply by choosing not to

and changing our behaviors too.

I wish it was going to be that easy…

I wouldn’t have taken so much time

I know it’s going to be a journey…

but, damn it’s about time

I’m going to live my life now this I know it’s true

I’ll have faith in myself I know I’m in there somewhere…

I deserve better things than you

so goodbye meth and heroin fuck you never going to feel your presence again

I’m going to be a whole man

This I promise you’ll see,

it might take quite a while but at the end of the road you’ll see….

I’ll be me and only me!

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