I AM WHAT I AM…

I AM WHAT I AM…

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I am what I am,
All imperfections included…
from my #WHOOPWHOOP’S,
#YEPYEP’S and #WHATWHAT’S
to my pain, sorrow and sadness…
I am what I am,
because of the journey that was placed before me from imprisonment by cruel sick criminals, rapes, molestation, abuse, physical, mental and emotional…which tore my soul apart… always questioning,
why does everyone always hurt my heart?

I am what I am,
because of all my challenges both good and bad…
I’ve learned to own them, live and sooth them… they will always
be apart of my story…
I used to hide away, never draw attention near,
always afraid that I was not
worthy of anything good at all.
I had so much fear!

But, one day I realized that I unlike no other still had a heart of gold, no one could kill, destroy or quiet…
I am pretty much a storm…
So, I began to speak my heart and outside influences would laugh,
I was told your strange,
you’ll never be a thing other than a victim, a failure, not much of anything…
I with great pride and confidence said, “I am what I am “, “I’m Cathy with a “C”, and “I like me, I’m loving,
I’m caring,  I’m empathetic to all,
a beautiful sight to see”…
“I’m expressive, animated, silly and different, I am uniquely me”.

So think, before you judge me.
I feel sorry for you.
To carry so much hatred must
do a lot of harm to you.
I’ll continue to be me.
I know God has big plans,
as I’m one who has the ability to touch a lot of hearts and have been there a victim a broken and wounded heart.
So please don’t let your past dictate tomorrow.
Aren’t you tired of living in this sorrow?
So..  I am what I am today,
everyday can be a brand new start!

Written by,
Cathy Kean
#DEPRESSION #IAMWHATIAM #ILIKEME #ILOVEMYGBABIES #ILOVEMYKIDS #HOPEFORJEREMIAH #TIREDTIREDTIREDOFTHEPAIN #chronicpain #support #NARCISSISTABUSE #DESPERATELOVE #ACCEPTANCE #DONTJUDGEMEYOUDONTKNOWMYJOURNEY #UNITY #WEDESERVEBETTER #ADVOCATE #SPREADAWARENESSABUSE #YOUDONTKNOWTHEREALME #ACCEPTANCE #DONTJUDGEME
#WHOOPWHOOP #YEPYEP #TOTALLY #100ALLDAYEVERYDAY #WHATWHAT #JUSTKEEPINGITREAL #BAMWHATYOUKNOWABOUTTHAT

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